…So it just hit me really hard that I have less than a month to finish preparing and get ready for my leave to Japan…

OMG, WHERE HAS THE TIME GONE?! IT WAS DECEMBER LIKE… NOT TOO LONG AGO?! D:

Music is my life.
I can’t live without it.
It expressed who I am.
It helps me find myself.
I feel most alive when I listen to it.

(Source: otakuheart)

I love you.

(Source: leetakeuchi.com)

(Source: goldladymillion)

It’s not that I’m not a social person… but I do feel tired of pretending to be stoic, or someone who’s got everything in their life under control. Because god knows that my life is far from perfect…

So it’s times like these that I feel desperate to feel a warm body next to me. So that this loneliness will go away…

I hate to admit it. And I feel truly disgusted of myself for feeling this way…

But I’m really jealous of my friends and the people that I know who are happily spending precious moments with someone they like or are in-love with, whereas I’m the only one out of my whole group of close friends (and this has been bluntly pointed out to me countless times already…) who neither has a love-interest or even a possible love-interest…

It sucks. And it does hurt when I truly think about it. And it’s such a pitiful feeling…

I can’t help but laugh at myself, while at the same time, want to cry at these pitiful and unwanted emotions…

And so… once again… I can’t help but ask myself the same dumb question that’s been bugging me lately…

When will it be my turn to feel that sort of happiness?